I'm sure everyone hits this point once in a while. Bored of life, sick of the mundane, repetitive living and feeling low. That's how I feel just now.
I never seem to do anything different and know exacting what I will be doing everyday.
Get up, sort the kids, do breakfast, dress the boys, have a cuppa, take Thomas to school, play with Charlie, do some blogging, make dinner, put Charlie down to sleep and do some more blogging, pick Thomas up, play with the boys, make tea, bath the boys, get a bath myself, put the boys to bed and then watch telly until we go to bed. That's it! The same thing every day.
Even sleeping is a struggle at the moment. We usually get to bed around 11pm and I just lay there, struggling to sleep, stuck in my own thoughts till 1, 2, 3 and sometimes even 4am in the morning till I eventually drift off. Then having to wake at 7.30 to do the school run again takes its toll on me.
I think this is why I am feeling low at the moment. Not because I am sad, or low or depressed but because I am tired. I don't know how to break the cycle though. What is stopping me from sleeping? It's not like I am wide awake, in fact it's the opposite, I am very tired but just can't switch off.
But how can I stop this? How can I get more sleep when my brain won't switch off? I need help but what do I do?